1. conscious desire

    Depression often stems from dissatisfaction + dis-empowerment. You don’t have what you want and you don’t think you can have it.

    So, we stop considering what we might even want.

    When we ask for what we desire, even if that is to simply know what we desire, we catalyze our desires in rapid & radical ways.

    In recognizing our desires in the moment to moment unfolding of each day, we begin to construct our perfect reality.

    On reflection of this, I have been requesting my clients that are in masterminds together to encourage and inspire each other with recounts and sightings of their individual perfect average days. Telling each other what that would look like, and claiming it in every moment it appears. The more we have been sharing it, the more obvious it has become to me how often I live mine.

    Every day, That I ask for what I want.


    I often wake up and do yoga or go for a walk in the forest while my partner makes us juice, wheat grass shots, or take my daughter on their morning missions. My daughter plays in the same room I work in, runs in the sun with our neighbors, or climbs trees with our kitten. My partner creates art in our home studio, sculpts and paints, follows his passions, supports me throughout my work day, and gladly shares the responsibilities of parenting and house holding. I have time. I relax. I take baths. I love my work. I pay my bills. I always have more than I need. I bask in the abundance of lush forests. I finally allow myself time to write, and now I do it near streams and creeks with inspiration all around me. I don’t spend all day… I live it. With the loves of my life and conscious awareness of my desires.
    And I cultivate more of this bliss every day.

    I am telling you this because you can too. I can help you find it. Deconstruct and build systems that feed your soul and your life.

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    Courage is the first step, desire will take you there.

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  2. Friday, 4.13.2012 ♥ Imix 13 Caban 12 Lamat.
    *Sidenote: We are closing out the larger Trecena of 13 Heavens that has been running since 10.29.2011. The first heaven or cycle of 13 days (10.29.2011-11.10.2011) is typically a microcosm of what we see during the 13th heaven of the cycle. When we reflect on the questions of both periods of the cycle, they appear the same, “What is my purpose?” However, in the first Heaven we are seeking our purpose to discover our focus for the cycle. In the 13th Heaven when we ask, “What is my purpose?” it is the return of the Hero’s Journey and we are truly asking, “What have I gathered to share?”

    This is the part of they cycle where we recognize ourselves as larger and the game as bigger. In the last round of Heavens, the first Heaven held shifts in the government of Egypt from the pressure of peaceful protests. the 13th Heaven held some of the largest peaceful protests of government on American soil, I have ever witnessed (sparked by the injury of veteran Scott Olsen in Oakland).

    Everything is in perfect divine timing. We are living in a mathematically equated universe. Nothing is wrong.

    The next two day we are closing up a cycle that ran from 10.29.2011-11.10.2011. What was on your radar those days before the magical 11.11.11?

    And on this most auspicious day of friday the 13th and 12 Lamat we understand the abundance of the ascended earth. We begin to grasp all that is available to us and open ourselves a bit more to receive the ocean of love headed right towards us.

    In just a few days, we move out of the primordial, origins of our creation and into a new 169 day cycle of community, collaboration, tribe and companionship. We will learn to share in brand new ways. How do we gift with a completely open heart? What generative energy, space, and consciousness can me and my body be in to contribute to all that is?


    In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

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  3. Tzolk’in Daily: 2/21 Imix 9 Chicchan 12 Cib : Today, we cultivate the understanding of wisdom by integration of our whole. Our life force, our sensuality, our completion and our beginning. We recognize ourselves as complete unto ourselves and as the completion to the whole. Sovereign. Integral. We are the ones we have been waiting for and we have arrived.
    Today, also marks the second to the last day of the trecena of Chicchan (serpent). We have integrated without conscious effort more of our sensuality, adaptability and potency over that last twelve days that will remain as your gift to you. Love yourself today. In two days we move into the trecena of Ezt’nab (mirror), so you will probably want to work out all that stuff in you that you might not want to look at before it gets thrown in your face.


    In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

    2 years ago  /  1 note

  4. The Tzolk’in is a 260 calendar round of the Maya. On the Tzolk’in, each day has it’s own individual qualities and energy. By translating the cycles and understanding the system of energy that flows through time, we are able to become more intentional with time. This allows us to create more, live more & be more. What else is possible?

    The Tzolk’in energy of today is 11 Men in the trecena (13 day cycle) of Chicchan : Release yourself into the bigger picture. Today, we move into the expansiveness of sharing from a place of seeing the larger perspective. We enjoy the view and appreciate what we have learned on our journey. What have you learned about you since 2/10/12, the beginning of the trecena? 10/29/11, the beginning of the tzolkin?

    In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

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  5. The Tzolk’in is a 260 calendar round of the Maya. On the Tzolk’in, each day has it’s own individual qualities and energy. By translating the cycles and understanding the system of energy that flows through time, we are able to become more intentional with time. This allows us to create more, live more & be more. What else is possible?

    The Tzolk’in energy of today is 10 Ix in the trecena (13 day cycle) of Chicchan. : Meaning of manifestation.
    Movement creates magic by offering the meaning of manifestation. Manifestation = How it will show up. By remembering who you are. There is no need to leave your house to meet God. You are already there. Today, treasure your own magnificence. See yourself as creator. I Am That I Am. Today, carries energy of the Jaguar/Shaman/Magician. Ix is the hero. The one who leaves to seek meaning for the community and the one who returns to share what they have discovered. What are you bringing home on your hero’s journey? What do you have to share with the community?

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  6. 2/18 Imix 9 Chicchan 9 Ben : The beginning of larger movements of being Life living through a body. This wonderful glorious body is a portal and an empty vessel. We fill it with our life force, with our breath and our being. We love ourselves enough recognize the illusion and to let it all go, to begin again, to be at choice. We are purging in the energy of ben/reed. This also brings to mind the exotic reed of an oboe. Round. Curved. Succulent. Feminine. Open.
    How can you be open today? Can you remain open and not resist or react, align or attach with anything? What would happen today if everything was just an interesting point of view? And by everything, I mean especially your thoughts?

    In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

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  7. 2.16.12 : Imix 9 Chicchan 7 Chuen :
    Today we experience the energy of larger movement towards completion as our vital life force, spirit/breath and primary being weave together in a mystical manifestation made physical.
    Today is a day of dexterity and body play. How would your body like to move? How would you like to move your body? What if we, spiritual beings having a human experience, are not tiny little souls wadded up in the heart chakra? What if we truly felt our potency? What if we are vast energy fields that broadcast from this body? How would it feel to be the potency that always encases and protects your body and keeps it safe? How much more would you be able to receive in your life if you and your body felt safe?

    In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

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  8. 2.11.2012
    Ix 8 Chicchan 2 Cimi : Harmonizing meaning with adaptability creates the power to stabilize transformation. What challenge have you met today?

    When the call t adventure is made the hero will answer with little hesitation.

     In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

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  9. 2.10.2012 ~ 4th Night/Trecena of Chicchan
    Ix 8 Chicchan 1 Chicchan : Meaning harmonizing with adaptability attracts our ability to change. We embody our intense instinctual wisdom to align authority and truth. What tolerance are you no longer willing to accept? What purpose are you attracting today?

     In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

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  10. 2.9.2012
    Ix 7 Eb 13 Kan : The discovery of meaning for Mystics and Wayshowers transcends the old way and celebrates the germination of what has been created on the 4th day. (The 4th Day 1.28.2012-2.9.2012) The new consciousness has germinated.
    Change is inevitable. (in·ev·i·ta·ble- unavoidable - inescapable - ineluctable - necessary.)

     In service to the rEvolution of consciousness, these statements of intention have been inspired by overlaying the rhythms of four concurrent mayan cycles* to allow one to open deeper to the experience and receiving of the specific unique energy flowing to Earth this day.

    Live deliberately.

    Pulse with energy.

    Be on purpose.

    In rhythm with NOW. *as my experience reads the cycles of the tzolk’in, pyramid, the original work of Lisa StarBarbara Hand ClowAriel Spilsbury and the original and channeled works of Ian Xel Lungold.

    2 years ago  /  0 notes